My Pillar

My heart feels hollow

I’ve forgotten how to breathe.

You’re supposed to be my pillar

But you’re too weak to support me.

I may seem strong

But what is the alternative?

The fighter in me understands my worth

My strength is relentless.

I see a future so bright that even sunglasses can’t keep out the light.

And I’ll have me to thank.

I made the choice to put me first.

When I look in the rear view mirror

It will be my strength I thank.

It will be my courage to persevere that will be my pillar.

It will be me.